When it comes to dating, Kate Hudson wants to get in touch with her inner teenager.

“I need to find that 18-year-old in me again, who was way more adventurous when it came to kissing boys,” she told the U.K.’s Sunday Times. “I would love nothing more than to have a good, honest makeout sesh, but I find it really hard because I’m a mom.”

Hudson split from Black Crowes front man Chris Robinson in 2006, but their marriage produced their four-year-old son Ryder. “Any guy I ever meet is always going to come second to my son,” the Fool’s Gold star, 28, told the paper.