Kelly Osbourne says she would have died if she hadn’t gone to rehab, femalefirst.co.uk reports.

The TV star, who spent a month in a U.S. treatment facility in January, decided to seek help after her addiction to painkillers spiralled out of control.

“I knew if I didn’t get help, I would die. I’m getting a second chance at my career and I want to be present for it,” she said, claiming it’s the first time she’s been sober since she was a teenager.