The six months that have passed since Eva Longoria’s split from Tony
Parker haven’t made things any easier for the Desperate Housewives


"Every time I talk about it, I want to cry," Longoria tells
Allure magazine. "It's been hard. Very hard. I'm just trying to get
through it as gracefully as possible without any drama."


Longoria says
one of the hardest aspects of the breakup has been adjusting to life
without Parker. "I'm kind of having to find new patterns because I'm
not used to having — I'm used to always being on a plane and flying to
a basketball game," she admits.